Rikki Don’t Lose That Number

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I have a friend that I haven’t seen in a very long time. I always had a crush on her, and I think that at one point she liked me as well. Since I was dating Her (not the friend, Her with a capital ‘H’. You know the one) at the time, this friend and I were never able to date. I always wondered what our relationship would be like if we were to be going out.

I still wonder that now, among other things. I wonder if she ever thinks about me. I wonder if she ever visits my page. I wonder what she heard about me when she went home and if she believes it. I wonder what her opinion is of me now. Whenever I talk to her online, I feel like she’s trying to shake me off. I feel like she finds excuses not to talk to me.

I think she doesn’t want to be my crush. No one does.

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